In a shocking revelation about the inside story of Lady Gaga’s life she confessed that she was previously very much addicted to cocaine without which she couldnot write her songs. But she managed to come out of the evil control by the help of the spirit of her demised aunt who had inspired her to succeed.

 

She feels that her aunt’s spirit instilled in her. Gaga stated, "But then I realised my father's sister Joanne, who died at 19, had instilled her spirit in me. She was a painter and a poet - and I had a spiritual vision I had to finish her business." Since her aunt was a poet and a painter, Gaga had strong influence of her on her career, she admits.

 

Recollecting on her previous severe condition into cocaine addiction, Gaga states "I thought I was going to die. I wanted to be the artists I loved, like Mick Jagger and Andy Warhol... I thought the only way to do it was to live the lifestyle. My cocaine soundtrack was always The Cure. I would lock myself in my room and listen to 'Never Enough' on repeat while I did bags and bags of cocaine."

 

But when she reflected that  she was making a mess of her life, she used to recollect about her aunt Joanne who was an inspiring poet. She died at an at an early age of 19 and this rememberance had helped Gaga to take life positively instead of destroying it at an early stage by getting addicted to cocacine.

 

People say best help is the self help which Lady Gaga had sported fairly well by taking inspiration from the life of her demised aunt.